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Sunday, January 23, 2011

hmmmm..

Awak ingat lgi ke???
Dulu kita sgt HAPPY.. dunia mcm kita yg punya... Happynyaaa kita... namun itu semua hanyalah sementara... Rupa2nya selama nie awk cuma berpura2 menyayangi saya... awk kata sy kasar sgt.... saya x pndai jga hati awk, sy x memahami awk.. mcm2 alasan awk ckp... saya x paham... knp sekarang... ??? awk telah hancurkan hati saya.. pastu tuduh saya mcm2...

*ummm.. you can have your HEART back.. Sorry i BROKE it..*

Hanya tuhan yg tahu betapa sakitnya hati sy waktu tu....kerana awk saya telah menjadi insan lemah... Sendiri saya menangis.. awk x pernah menghargai perasaan saya.. waktu yg telah kita luangkan bersama..saya ingin melupakan semua kisah luka ini.. namun ianya bukan semudah yg sy sangkakan.... saya mengambil MASA yg lama utk BERDIRI SEMULA!!!

*Once it's broken so many times you start to lose peices so its just best, if i keep it to myself for now on before i lose too much lm already in too deep*

when u look inside the girls hear, u see thw struggle it takes to through all the crap in her life.. u see all the lies, the bull shit and the time she wished she was dead... But most of all u see how hard it was to let go of the asshole who acted like HE actually CARED!!

Namun, saya tidak pernah memusuhi awk, sebab.... kerana awk saya tahu erti sayang dan sakit... saya tahu bagaimana utk menghadapi kesakitan dan merawatnya...
TERIMA KASIH AWK....